in an agony of fear. His
breath whistled between his teeth.
The perspiration ran down his face and body in little streams.
Something big, black, and heavy came crashing through the swamp
close to him, and with a yell of utter panic Freckles ran--how far
he did not know; but at last he gained control over himself and
retraced his steps. His jaws set
stiffly and the sweat dried on
his body. When he reached the place from which he had started to
run, he turned and with measured steps made his way down the line.
After a time he realized that he was only walking, so he faced
that sea of horrors again. When he came toward the corduroy,
the
cudgel fell to test the wire at each step.
Sounds that curdled his blood seemed to encompass him, and shapes
of
terror to draw closer and closer. Fear had so gained the mastery
that he did not dare look behind him; and just when he felt that he
would fall dead before he ever reached the
clearing, came Duncan's
rolling call: "Freckles! Freckles!" A shuddering sob burst in the
boy's dry
throat; but he only told Duncan that
finding the wire
down had caused the delay.
The next morning he started on time. Day after day, with his heart
pounding, he ducked, dodged, ran when he could, and fought when he
was brought to bay. If he ever had an idea of giving up, no one
knew it; for he clung to his job without the shadow of wavering.
All these things, in so far as he guessed them, Duncan, who had
been set to watch the first weeks of Freckles' work, carried to the
Boss at the south camp; but the innermost,
exquisitetorture of the
thing the big Scotchman never guessed, and McLean, with his finer
perceptions, came only a little closer.
After a few weeks, when Freckles
learned that he was still living,
that he had a home, and the very first money he ever had possessed
was safe in his pockets, he began to grow proud. He yet side-
stepped, dodged, and
hurried to avoid being late again, but he
was gradually developing the fearlessness that men ever acquire
of dangers to which they are hourly accustomed.
His heart seemed to be leaping when his first rattler disputed the
trail with him, but he mustered courage to attack it with his club.
After its head had been crushed, he mastered an Irishman's inborn
repugnance for snakes
sufficiently to cut off its rattles to
show Duncan. With this
victory, his greatest fear of them was gone.
Then he began to realize that with the
abundance of food in the
swamp, flesh-
hunters would not come on the trail and attack him,
and he had his
revolver for defence if they did. He soon
learned to
laugh at the big, floppy birds that made
horrible noises. One day,
watching behind a tree, he saw a crane
solemnly performing a few
measures of a
belatednuptial song-and-dance with his mate.
Realizing that it was intended in
tenderness, no matter how it
appeared, the
lonely, starved heart of the boy sympathized with them.
Before the first month passed, he was fairly easy about his job; by
the next he rather liked it. Nature can be trusted to work her own
miracle in the heart of any man whose daily task keeps him alone
among her sights, sounds, and silences.
When day after day the only thing that relieved his utter
loneliness was the
companionship of the birds and beasts of the
swamp, it was the most natural thing in the world that Freckles
should turn to them for friendship. He began by instinctively
protecting the weak and
helpless. He was astonished at the
quickness with which they became accustomed to him and the
disregard they showed for his movements, when they
learned that
he was not a
hunter, while the club he carried was used more
frequently for their benefit than his own. He
scarcely could
believe what he saw.
From the effort to protect the birds and animals, it was only a
short step to the possessive feeling, and with that
sprang the
impulse to
caress and provide. Through fall, when brooding was
finished and the
upland birds sought the swamp in swarms to feast
on its seeds and berries, Freckles was content with watching them
and speculating about them. Outside of half a dozen of the very
commonest they were strangers to him. The
likeness of their actions
to
humanity was an hourly surprise.
When black frost began stripping the Limberlost, cutting the ferns,
shearing the vines from the trees,
mowing the succulent green
things of the swale, and
setting the leaves swirling down, he
watched the departing troops of his friends with
dismay. He began
to realize that he would be left alone. He made
especial efforts
toward
friendliness with the hope that he could induce some of them
to stay. It was then that he conceived the idea of carrying food to
the birds; for he saw that they were leaving for lack of it; but he
could not stop them. Day after day, flocks gathered and departed:
by the time the first snow whitened his trail around the Limberlost,
there were left only the little black-and-white juncos, the
sapsuckers, yellow-hammers, a few patriarchs among the flaming
cardinals, the blue jays, the crows, and the quail.
Then Freckles began his
wizard work. He cleared a space of swale,
and twice a day he spread a birds'
banquet. By the middle of
December the strong winds of winter had
beaten most of the seed
from the grass and bushes. The snow fell, covering the swamp, and
food was very
scarce and difficult to find. The birds
scarcely
waited until Freckles' back was turned to attack his provisions.
In a few weeks they flew toward the
clearing to meet him. During the
bitter weather of January they came halfway to the cabin every
morning, and fluttered around him as doves all the way to the
feeding-ground. Before February they were so accustomed to him, and
so
hunger-driven, that they would perch on his head and shoulders,
and the saucy jays would try to pry into his pockets.
Then Freckles added to wheat and crumbs, every scrap of refuse food
he could find at the cabin. He carried to his pets the parings of
apples, turnips, potatoes, stray cabbage-leaves, and carrots, and
tied to the bushes meat-bones having scraps of fat and gristle.
One morning, coming to his feeding-ground
unusually early, he found
a
gorgeouscardinal and a
rabbit side by side sociably nibbling a
cabbage-leaf, and that
instantly gave to him the idea of cracking
nuts, from the store he had gathered for Duncan's children, for the
squirrels, in the effort to add them to his family. Soon he had
them coming--red, gray, and black; then he became filled with a
vast
impatience that he did not know their names or habits.
So the winter passed. Every week McLean rode to the Limberlost;
never on the same day or at the same hour. Always he found Freckles
at his work,
faithful and brave, no matter how
severe the weather.
The boy's
earnings constituted his first money; and when the Boss
explained to him that he could leave them safe at a bank and carry
away a scrap of paper that represented the
amount, he went straight
on every payday and made his
deposit, keeping out
barely what was
necessary for his board and clothing. What he wanted to do with his
money he did not know, but it gave to him a sense of freedom and
power to feel that it was there--it was his and he could have it
when he chose. In
imitation of McLean, he bought a small pocket
account-book, in which he carefully set down every dollar he earned
and every penny he spent. As his expenses were small and the Boss
paid him
generously, it was
astonishing how his little hoard grew.
That winter held the first hours of real happiness in Freckles' life.
He was free. He was doing a man's work
faithfully, through
every rigor of rain, snow, and
blizzard. He was
gathering a
wonderful strength of body, paying his way, and saving money.
Every man of the gang and of that
locality knew that he was under
the
protection of McLean, who was a power, this had the effect of
smoothing Freckles' path in many directions.
Mrs. Duncan showed him that individual kindness for which his
hungry heart was
longing. She had a hot drink ready for him when he