1609
A LOVER'S COMPLAINT
by William Shakespeare
From off a hill whose
concave womb reworded
A plaintful story from a sist'ring vale,
My spirits t'attend this double voice accorded,
And down I laid to list the sad-tuned tale,
Ere long espied a
fickle maid full pale,
Tearing of papers, breaking rings atwain,
Storming her world with sorrow's wind and rain.
Upon her head a platted hive of straw,
Which fortified her
visage from the sun,
Whereon the thought might think
sometime it saw
The carcase of a beauty spent and done.
Time had not scythed all that youth begun,
Nor youth all quit, but spite of heaven's fell rage
Some beauty peeped through lattice of seared age.
Oft did she heave her
napkin to her eyne,
Which on it had
conceited characters,
Laund'ring the
silken figures in the brine
That seasoned woe had pelleted in tears,
And often
reading what
contents it bears;
As often shrieking undistinguished woe,
In clamours of all size, both high and low.
Sometimes her levelled eyes their
carriage ride,
As they did batt'ry to the spheres intend;
Sometime diverted their poor balls are tied
To th' orbed earth;
sometimes they do extend
Their view right on; anon their gazes lend
To every place at once, and
nowhere fixed,
The mind and sight distractedly commixed.
Her hair, nor loose nor tied in
formal plat,
Proclaimed in her a
careless hand of pride;
For some, untucked, descended her sheaved hat,
Hanging her pale and pined cheek beside;
Some in her threaden fillet still did bide,
And, true to
bondage, would not break from thence,
Though slackly braided in loose negligence.
A thousand favours from a maund she drew
Of amber,
crystal, and of beaded jet,
Which one by one she in a river threw,
Upon whose
weeping margent she was set;
Like usury applying wet to wet,
Or monarchs' hands that lets not
bounty fall
Where want cries some, but where
excess begs all.
Of folded schedules had she many a one,
Which she perused, sighed, tore, and gave the flood;
Cracked many a ring of posied gold and bone,
Bidding them find their sepulchres in mud;
Found yet moe letters sadly penned in blood,
With sleided silk feat and affectedly
Enswathed and sealed to curious secrecy.
These often bathed she in her fluxive eyes,
And often kissed, and often 'gan to tear;
Cried, 'O false blood, thou
register of lies,
What unapproved
witness dost thou bear!
Ink would have seemed more black and
damned here!
This said, in top of rage the lines she rents,
Big dis
contents so breaking their
contents.
A
reverend man that grazed his cattle nigh,
Sometime a blusterer that the
ruffle knew
Of court, of city, and had let go by
The swiftest hours observed as they flew,
Towards this afflicted fancy fastly drew;
And,
privileged by age, desires to know
In brief the grounds and motives of her woe.
So slides he down upon his grained bat,
And
comely distant sits he by her side;
When he again desires her, being sat,
Her
grievance with his
hearing to divide.
If that from him there may be aught applied
Which may her
sufferingecstasy assuage,
'Tis promised in the
charity of age.
'Father,' she says, 'though in me you behold
The
injury of many a blasting hour,
Let it not tell your
judgement I am old:
Not age, but sorrow, over me hath power.
I might as yet have been a sp
reading flower,
Fresh to myself, if I had self-applied
Love to myself, and to no love beside.
'But woe is me! too early I attended
A
youthful suit- it was to gain my grace-
O, one by nature's outwards so commended
That maidens' eyes stuck over all his face.
Love lacked a
dwelling and made him her place;
And when in his fair parts she did abide,
She was new lodged and newly deified.
'His browny locks did hang in
crooked curls;
And every light occasion of the wind
Upon his lips their
silken parcels hurls.
What's sweet to do, to do will aptly find:
Each eye that saw him did
enchant the mind;
For on his
visage was in little drawn
What largeness thinks in Paradise was sawn.
'Small show of man was yet upon his chin;
His phoenix down began but to appear,
Like unshorn
velvet, on that termless skin,
Whose bare out-bragged the web it seemed to wear:
Yet showed his
visage by that cost more dear;
And nice
affections wavering stood in doubt
If best were as it was, or best without.
'His qualities were
beauteous as his form,
For maiden-tongued he was, and thereof free;
Yet if men moved him, was he such a storm
As oft 'twixt May and April is to see,
When winds breathe sweet,
unruly though they be.
His rudeness so with his authorized youth
Did
livery falseness in a pride of truth.
'Well could he ride, and often men would say,
"That horse his mettle from his rider takes:
Proud of subjection, noble by the sway,
What rounds, what bounds, what course, what stop he makes!"
And
controversy hence a question takes
Whether the horse by him became his deed,
Or he his manage by th' well-doing steed.
'But quickly on this side the
verdict went:
His real habitude gave life and grace
To appertainings and to ornament,
Accomplished in himself, not in his case,
All aids, themselves made fairer by their place,
Came for additions; yet their purposed trim
Pierced not his grace, but were all graced by him.
'So on the tip of his subduing tongue
All kind of arguments and question deep,
All replication
prompt, and reason strong,
For his
advantage still did wake and sleep.
To make the weeper laugh, the laugher weep,
He had the
dialect and different skill,
Catching all passions in his craft of will,
'That he did in the general bosom reign
Of young, of old, and sexes both
enchanted,
To dwell with him in thoughts, or to remain
In personal duty, following where he haunted.
Consents bewitched, ere he desire, have granted,
And dialogued for him what he would say,
Asked their own wills, and made their wills obey.
'Many there were that did his picture get,
To serve their eyes, and in it put their mind;
Like fools that in th'
imagination set
The
goodly objects which
abroad they find
Of lands and mansions,
theirs in thought assigned;
And labouring in moe pleasures to
bestow them
Than the true gouty
landlord which doth owe them.
'So many have, that never touched his hand,
Sweetly
supposed them
mistress of his heart.
My woeful self, that did in freedom stand,
And was my own fee-simple, not in part,
What with his art in youth, and youth in art,
Threw my
affections in his charmed power
Reserved the stalk and gave him all my flower.
'Yet did I not, as some my equals did,
Demand of him, nor being desired yielded;
Finding myself in honour so forbid,
With safest distance I mine honour shielded.
Experience for me many bulwarks builded
Of proofs new-bleeding, which remained the foil
Of this false jewel, and his amorous spoil.
'But ah, who ever shunned by precedent
The destined ill she must herself assay?
Or forced examples, 'gainst her own content,
To put the by-past perils in her way?
Counsel may stop
awhile what will not stay;
For when we rage, advice is often seen
By blunting us to make our wills more keen.
'Nor gives it
satisfaction to our blood
That we must curb it upon others' proof,
To be forbod the sweets that seems so good
For fear of harms that
preach in our behoof.
O
appetite, from
judgement stand aloof!
The one a palate hath that needs will taste,
Though Reason weep, and cry it is thy last.
'For further I could say this man's untrue,
And knew the patterns of his foul beguiling;
Heard where his plants in others' orchards grew;
Saw how deceits were gilded in his smiling;
Knew vows were ever brokers to defiling;
Thought characters and words merely but art,
And bastards of his foul adulterate heart.
'And long upon these terms I held my city,
Till thus he 'gan
besiege me: "Gentle maid,
Have of my
suffering youth some feeling pity,
And be not of my holy vows afraid.
That's to ye sworn to none was ever said;
For feasts of love I have been called unto,
Till now did ne'er invite nor never woo.
'"All my offences that
abroad you see
Are errors of the blood, none of the mind;
Love made them not; with acture they may be,
Where neither party is nor true nor kind.
They sought their shame that so their shame did find;
And so much less of shame in me remains
By how much of me their
reproach contains.
'"Among the many that mine eyes have seen,
Not one whose flame my heart so much as warmed,
Or my
affection put to th' smallest teen,
Or any of my leisures ever charmed.
Harm have I done to them, but ne'er was harmed;
Kept hearts in liveries, but mine own was free,
And reigned commanding in his monarchy.
'"Look here what tributes wounded fancies sent me,
Of paled pearls and rubies red as blood;