chatter and the
luxury of their
leisure, was one of those
incalculable strokes by which he could still
affect her; the kind
of thing that reminded her of the
latent force that had ejected the
drunken soldier--an example of the profundity of which his
promotion was the proof. She listened a while in silence, on this
occasion, to the wafted strains of the music; she took it in as she
had not quite done before that her future was now constituted. Mr.
Mudge was
distinctly her fate; yet at this moment she turned her
face quite away from him, showing him so long a mere quarter of her
cheek that she at last again heard his voice. He couldn't see a
pair of tears that were
partly the reason of her delay to give him
the
assurance he required; but he expressed at a
venture the hope
that she had had her fill of Cocker's.
She was finally able to turn back. "Oh quite. There's nothing
going on. No one comes but the Americans at Thrupp's, and they
don't do much. They don't seem to have a secret in the world."
"Then the
extraordinary reason you've been giving me for
holding on
there has ceased to work?"
She thought a moment. "Yes, that one. I've seen the thing
through--I've got them all in my pocket."
"So you're ready to come?"
For a little again she made no answer. "No, not yet, all the same.
I've still got a reason--a different one."
He looked her all over as if it might have been something she kept
in her mouth or her glove or under her jacket--something she was
even sitting upon. "Well, I'll have it, please."
"I went out the other night and sat in the Park with a gentleman,"
she said at last.
Nothing was ever seen like his confidence in her and she wondered a
little now why it didn't
irritate her. It only gave her ease and
space, as she felt, for telling him the whole truth that no one
knew. It had arrived at present at her really
wanting to do that,
and yet to do it not in the least for Mr. Mudge, but
altogether and
only for herself. This truth filled out for her there the whole
experience about to
relinquish, suffused and coloured it as a
picture that she should keep and that, describe it as she might, no
one but herself would ever really see. Moreover she had no desire
whatever to make Mr. Mudge
jealous; there would be no
amusement in
it, for the
amusement she had
lately known had spoiled her for
lower pleasures. There were even no materials for it. The odd
thing was how she never doubted that,
properly handled, his passion
was
poisonable; what had happened was that he had cannily selected
a
partner with no
poison to
distil. She read then and there that
she should never interest herself in anybody as to whom some other
sentiment, some superior view, wouldn't be sure to
interfere for
him with
jealousy. "And what did you get out of that?" he asked
with a concern that was not in the least for his honour.
"Nothing but a good chance to promise him I wouldn't
forsake him.
He's one of my customers."
"Then it's for him not to
forsake YOU."
"Well, he won't. It's all right. But I must just keep on as long
as he may want me."
"Want you to sit with him in the Park?"
"He may want me for that--but I shan't. I rather liked it, but
once, under the circumstances, is enough. I can do better for him
in another manner."
"And what manner, pray?"
"Well, elsewhere."
"Elsewhere?--I SAY!"
This was an ejaculation used also by Captain Everard, but oh with
what a different sound! "You needn't 'say'--there's nothing to be
said. And yet you ought perhaps to know."
"Certainly I ought. But WHAT--up to now?"
"Why exactly what I told him. That I'd do anything for him."
"What do you mean by 'anything'?"
"Everything."
Mr. Mudge's immediate
comment on this statement was to draw from
his pocket a crumpled paper containing the remains of half a pound
of "sundries." These sundries had figured conspicuously in his
prospective
sketch of their tour, but it was only at the end of
three days that they had defined themselves unmistakeably as
chocolate-creams. "Have another?--THAT one," he said. She had
another, but not the one he indicated, and then he continued:
"What took place afterwards?"
"Afterwards?"
"What did you do when you had told him you'd do everything?"
"I simply came away."
"Out of the Park?"
"Yes, leaving him there. I didn't let him follow me."
"Then what did you let him do?"
"I didn't let him do anything."
Mr. Mudge considered an
instant. "Then what did you go there for?"
His tone was even
slightly critical.
"I didn't quite know at the time. It was simply to be with him, I
suppose--just once. He's in danger, and I wanted him to know I
know it. It makes meeting him--at Cocker's, since it's that I want
to stay on for--more interesting."
"It makes it
mighty interesting for ME!" Mr. Mudge
freely declared.
"Yet he didn't follow you?" he asked. "I would!"
"Yes, of course. That was the way you began, you know. You're
awfully
inferior to him."
"Well, my dear, you're not
inferior to anybody. You've got a
cheek! What's he in danger of?"
"Of being found out. He's in love with a lady--and it isn't right-
-and I've found him out."
"That'll be a look-out for ME!" Mr. Mudge joked. "You mean she has
a husband?"
"Never mind what she has! They're in awful danger, but his is the
worst, because he's in danger from her too."
"Like me from you--the woman I love? If he's in the same funk as
me--"
"He's in a worse one. He's not only afraid of the lady--he's
afraid of other things."
Mr. Mudge selected another chocolate-cream. "Well, I'm only afraid
of one! But how in the world can you help this party?"
"I don't know--perhaps not at all. But so long as there's a
chance--"
"You won't come away?"
"No, you've got to wait for me."
Mr. Mudge enjoyed what was in his mouth. "And what will he give
you?"
"Give me?"
"If you do help him."
"Nothing. Nothing in all the wide world."
"Then what will he give ME?" Mr. Mudge enquired. "I mean for
waiting."
The girl thought a moment; then she got up to walk. "He never
heard of you," she replied.
"You haven't mentioned me?"
"We never mention anything. What I've told you is just what I've
found out."
Mr. Mudge, who had remained on the bench, looked up at her; she
often preferred to be quiet when he proposed to walk, but now that
he seemed to wish to sit she had a desire to move. "But you
haven't told me what HE has found out."