my
hearing, had become most abnormally acute. A
whisper far away
was now to me like a loud remark made in a room.
Bickley's
reflection, for I can scarcely call it more, set me
thinking. Yva had said that Oro sent me medicine which was
administered to me without Bickley's knowledge, and as she
believed, saved my life, or certainly my reason. What was in it?
I wondered. Then there was that Life-water which Yva brought and
insisted upon my drinking every day. Undoubtedly it was a
marvelous tonic and did me good. But it had other effects also.
Thus, as she said would be the case, after a course of it I
conceived the greatest
dislike, which I may add has never
entirely left me, of any form of meat, also of
alcohol. All I
seemed to want was this water with fruit, or such native
vegetables as there were. Bickley disapproved and made me eat
fish
occasionally, but even this revolted me, and since I gained
steadily in weight, as we found out by a simple
contrivance, and
remained
healthy in every other way, soon he allowed me to choose
my own diet.
About this time Oro began to pay me
frequent visits. He always
came at night, and what is more I knew when he was coming,
although he never gave me
warning. Here I should explain that
during my
illness Bastin, who was so
ingenious in such matters,
had built another hut in which he and Bickley slept, of course
when they were not watching me, leaving our old bed-chamber to
myself.
Well, I would wake up and be aware that Oro was coming. Then he
appeared in a silent and
mysterious way, as though he had
materialised in the room, for I never saw him pass the doorway.
In the
moonlight, or the
starlight, which flowed through the
entrance and the side of the hut that was only enclosed with
latticework, I perceived him seat himself upon a certain stool,
looking like a most
majestic ghost with his flowing robes, long
white beard,
hooked nose and hawk eyes. In the day-time he much
resembled the late General Booth whom I had often seen, except
for certain added qualities of
height and
classic beauty of
countenance. At night, however, he resembled no one but himself,
indeed there was something
mighty and
godlike in his appearance,
something that made one feel that he was not as are other men.
For a while he would sit and look at me. Then he began to speak
in a low, vibrant voice. What did he speak of? Well, many
matters. It was as though he were unburdening that hoary soul of
his because it could no longer
endure the
grandeur of its own
loneliness. Amongst
sundry secret things, he told me of the past
history of this world of ours, and of the
mighty civilisations
which for uncounted ages he and his forefathers had ruled by the
strength of their will and knowledge, of the dwindling of their
race and of the final
destruction of its enemies, although I
noticed that now he no longer said that this was his work alone.
One night I asked him if he did not miss all such pomp and power.
Then suddenly he broke out, and for the first time I really
learned what
ambition can be when it utterly possesses the soul
of man.
"Are you mad," he asked, "that you suppose that I, Oro, the
King of kings, can be content to dwell
solitary in a great cave
with none but the shadows of the dead to serve me? Nay, I must
rule again and be even greater than before, or else I too will
die. Better to face the future, even if it means
oblivion, than
to remain thus a relic of a
glorious past, still living and yet
dead, like that
statue of the great god Fate which you saw in the
temple of my worship."
"Bastin does not think that the future means
oblivion," I
remarked.
"I know it. I have
studied his faith and find it too
humble for
my taste, also too new. Shall I, Oro, creep a suppliant before
any Power, and
confess what Bastin is pleased to call my sins?
Nay, I who am great will be the equal of all
greatness, or
nothing."
He paused a while, then went on:
"Bastin speaks of 'eternity.' Where and what then is this
eternity which if it has no end can have had no
beginning? I know
the secret of the suns and their
attendant worlds, and they are
no more
eternal than the
insect which glitters for an hour. Out
of
shapeless, rushing gases they gathered to live their day, and
into gases at last they
dissolve again with all they bore."
"Yes," I answered, "but they
reform into new worlds."
"That have no part with the old. This world, too, will melt,
departing to
whence it came, as your
sacred writings say, and
what then of those who dwelt and dwell thereon? No, Man of
today, give me Time in which I rule and keep your dreams of an
Eternity that is not, and in which you must still crawl and
serve, even if it were. Yet, if I might, I
confess it, I would
live on for ever, but as Master not as Slave."
On another night he began to tempt me, very subtly. "I see a
spark of
greatness in you, Humphrey," he said, "and it comes into
my heart that you, too, might learn to rule. With Yva, the last
of my blood, it is
otherwise. She is the child of my age and of a
race outworn; too gentle, too much all womanly. The soul that
triumphs must shine like steel in the sun, and cut if need be;
not merely be
beauteous and shed
perfume like a lily in the
shade. Yet she is very wise and fair," here he looked at me,
"
perchance of her might come children such as were their
forefathers, who again would wield the sceptre of the
dominion of
the earth."
I made no answer, wondering what he meant exactly and thinking
it wisest to be silent.
"You are of the short-lived races," he went on, "yet very much
a man, not without
intelligence, and by the arts I have I can so
strengthen your frame that it will
endure the shocks of time for
three such lives as yours, or
perchance for more, and then--"
Again he paused and went on:
"The Daughter of kings likes you also, perhaps because you
resemble--" here he fixed me with his
piercing eyes, "a certain
kinglet of base blood whom once she also liked, but whom it was
my duty to destroy. Well, I must think. I must study this world
of yours also and
therein you may help me. Perhaps afterwards I
will tell you how. Now sleep."
In another moment he was gone, but
notwithstanding his powerful
command, for a while I could not sleep. I understood that he was
offering Yva to me, but upon what terms? That was the question.
With her was to go great
dominion over the kingdoms of the earth.
I could not help remembering that always this has been and still
is Satan's favourite bait. To me it did not particularly appeal.
I had been
ambitious in my time--who is not that is worth his
salt? I could have wished to excel in something,
literature or
art, or
whatever it might be, and thus to ensure the memory of my
name in the world.
Of course this is a most
futile desire,
seeing that soon or
late every name must fade out of the world like an unfixed
photograph which is exposed to the sun. Even if it could
endure,
as the old demigod, or demidevil, Oro, had
pointed out, very
shortly, by
comparison with Time's unmeasured vastness, the whole
solar
system will also fade. So of what use is this
feeble love
of fame and this vain attempt to be remembered that animates us
so
strongly? Moreover, the idea of enjoying mere temporal as
opposed to
intellectual power, appealed to me not at all. I am a
student of history and I know what has been the lot of kings and
the evil that, often enough, they work in their little day.
Also if I needed any further example, there was that of Oro
himself. He had outlived the
greatness of his House, as a royal
family is called, and after some
gigantic murder, if his own
story was to be believed, indulged in a prolonged sleep. Now he
awoke to find himself quite alone in the world, save for a
daughter with whom he did not agree or sympathise. In short, he